extracts from Niranjan’s diary some months after the Mother accepted him in the Ashram 1946
The more one thinks about the question of individuality, one is likely to get more confused. One thing most essential is to become conscious of the Divine and make this life beautiful and based on the Divine Ideal. As long as I live, my only effort should be to make this moment more beautiful than the moment I have left behind.
Each defect, each failure, each act of jealousy, ignorance and thoughtlessness serve as an indicator of the work that has still to be done for the perfection of nature – they are milestones on the long route to the knowledge of beauty.
O Mother, I want to know You and love You and be consumed by the aspiration flame which burns towards heaven in a mounting movement. Only Your infinite love for us can want nothing from us, instead raise us to Godhead. Yours is the Love which does not seek any return. My prayer to You is my humble way of expressing the heartfelt gratitude towards You.
How sweet is Thy name Mira. May I love You in your divinest and purest form. Mother, please open my heart. Only Your Grace can clear up the dirty smoke of the lower vital nature. When shall I love You so much that You become my very breath and the beat of my heart and never miss You even for the infinitesimal portion of time. Eternal Motherhood, Thou only exist and I want to exist truly in You.
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